Well Rested: A Poem

How do they sleep at night?
Soft skin wrapped like jewels in silk and satin pajamas, heads resting on feathers
in their oversized beds, which cost more than months of daycare
for a struggling parent, who shares her room with her children,
who is grateful for last night’s leftovers.
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How do they find peace, alone, before sleep,
knowing their bonuses,
their short-sighted decisions,
their cheap labor in foreign lands,
their abstractions handed to us like facts,
crash markets, kill families, foreclose homes,
push people to the brink of bankruptcy, suicide, desperation.

What do they dream about?

Do they sleep soundly, waiting for the next day’s golf game?
Have they shielded themselves well enough to not know,
to not care, the people’s backs whom have built their mansions
are breaking? Don’t they know nice clothes, long vacations, big houses, private schools, are laid on the foundation of working class people
who worry at night about their mortgages, rent, safety, food, utilities…don’t they know
their foundation is cracking?

Do they say prayers of thanks for bailouts and blind eyes and ignorance and apathy?

How do they awake? Refreshed, and full of vigor,
ready for the next behind-closed-doors meeting
with a senator or congressman, who’s campaign trail
needs paving with their well-rested greed.

Mouse Trap

Recently I was chatting on Facebook with an Austin friend trying to explain to her how my new squeeze is a “for real” love and not a lust-love, as lust-loves seem to be my modus operandi and I know my friends tire of me dating jerks as a result of lust-love. My friends tire, too,…

Pulp Engine’s Flash Fiction Challenge

Pulp Engine has issued a challenge that I’m taking on. Chicago-based surrealist artist Brett Hess offered up one of his great paintings, “One More Secret Drifts Away and All Hope Here Has Gone Astray,” (hess-art.com)for a Pulp Engine flash fiction challenge. Entries should be inspired by the painting and between 500-1,000 words.Visit pulpengine.com My entry…

Since I’m too lazy to write, I’ll post a couple of online articles about me…

This article is promoting the reading I’m doing in Portland on March 15 and is written by my lovely and talented friend Teresa Bergen:http://portland.readinglocal.com/2010/03/12/reading-local-interview-elva-maxine-beach/ This article is written by a St. Louis poet and friend, the lovely Maria Guadelupe Massey:http://www.incitynews.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=3224&Itemid=914 Enjoy and remember, mindful pleasure makes life worthwhile.

March Readings

I’ll be reading in St. Louis, Missouri on March 2 and in Portland, Oregon on March 15. Check it out: Dressels, March 2, 7:30 p.m. with Pam Garvey and othershttp://getbornbeat.blogspot.com/ Portland, Oregonhttp://showandtellgallery.org/?tag=elva-maxine-beach

Off Kilter

It’s been a year and a half since I packed up and left Austin for a groovy job in St. Louis. My friends in both cities have been tremendously supportive and the transition has thus been relatively smooth, but the change has still been a bit jarring. I did manage to buy a house, though,…

Fugitive Love

Our is a fugitive love,wandering, elusive,perpetual departuresand longed for arrivals. If only our longing could nailour movements to one spot.Instead we wait, still, anxious,to move again together and away. (At night, aloneit is the details of youI most remember.) In the end, it is our willing enduranceof suffocating absence,intolerable separationsthat proves the promise of our…

A Response to Kurt Cobain’s "Moist Vagina"

I don’t like that word.Vagina?NoPussy?No.Beaver?No. I don’t like that word, you know.Cunt?No.Axe slash?No.Bloody gash? No.No.No! I don’t like the first word;makes us sound likedamp washcloths hung to drysoggy undercooked cakea dank place where mold grows. Baby, sweetie, honey, sugar pie,I gotta a vagina sooooo wetmen roar raging for my pussyeager for soaked drenched beaver cleaver.My…

Regional Arts Commission Reading

Please join me on Wednesday, Nov. 4, at 7 p.m. where I’ll be reading from Neurotica at St. Louis Regional Arts Commission’s headquarters, located on Delmar across from the Pageant.A Poetic Month for RAC — Regional Arts Commission will host 4 poetry events throughout November The Regional Arts Commission (RAC), the area’s largest annual funder…

A Review, Upcoming Readings and a Dia de los Muertos offering

A Recent Review of Neurotica: http://www.cclapcenter.com/2009/10/cclap_is_dedicated_to_reviewin_1.html UPCOMING READINGS:Avol’s Books in Madison, WIThursday, Oct. 1, 7 p.m.I’ll be reading with Pam “the poet” Garvey DIA de Los Muertos: poetry and performanceMokabes Coffee Shop, St. Louis, MOSaturday, Oct. 31, 11 a.m.Featuring dozens of St. Louis writers, filmmakers, musicians, and artistsBenefits WORD in Motion Inner City School SLAM…